HAUNTED

I know it's so ridiculous, but...

I'm haunted by the past. I'm haunted by you. I'm haunted in every second of my life. I'm haunted by the memories. I'm haunted by the pain. I'm haunted by what it feels like trying hard to sleep at night. I'm haunted by your laugh every time I try to write a song. I'm haunted by your smile every time I want to go on.

Do you know that I'm haunted?

I'm haunted by the sound of your motorbike. I'm haunted by the smell of your T-shirt. I'm haunted by the touch of your palm when you pat my hair. I'm haunted by the look on your face when you picked me up that night.

Will you ever know that I'm haunted?

I'm haunted by the thought that I will never ever fall in love again. I'm haunted by the thought that every boy is the same. I'm haunted by the thought that you're the only one I could ever fall in love with. I'm haunted by your name....

If only I could ever mention your name...

Now it's been a year. I'm still haunted. Now it's been a year since my heart stops beating. It leaves only scars and unstoppable bleeding.

Someday I will reveal all the unfinished song and unfinished notes I wrote for you. Because you will just remain as an unfinished story for me.

I've been trying to go on for an indescribable long time. But now I admit that I can't.

Maybe some couple years, couple months, couple days, who knows.

Well I wrote this post only for someone and the only one that I ever fallin' in love with.

Hope he know that I hate him.

Hope he know how much I can't stand seeing his face.

Hope he know that I'm still haunted.